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(John 3:1 NIV)
Now there was a man of the Pharisees named Nicodemus, a member of
the Jewish ruling council.
(John 3:2 NKJV)
This man came to Jesus by night and said to Him, "Rabbi, we know
that You are a teacher come from God; for no one can do these signs that
You do unless God is with him."
(Mat 20:30 NIV)
Two blind men were sitting by the roadside, and when they heard
that Jesus was going by, they shouted, "Lord, Son of David, have mercy
on us!"
The story of the blind man who called to out to
Jesus, as the “Son of David”, ie the Messiah, has often been contrasted
to Nicodemus, the Pharisee and Jewish council member who came to Jesus
at night and addressed Him as a teacher. The faith and insight of the
unlearned blind man to proclaim Jesus as the Messiah versus the highly
religious and law abiding leader who seemingly fail to understand why
one must be born again is a rebuke to many of us modern
day Pharisees who demand a “proof” and great actions of obedience by the
law to substantiate our beliefs rather than faith. The blind man even
though did not see Jesus, believed by faith, and on account on his
faith, he was healed.
Jesus gave the blind men what he wanted, which was
healing and he became His followers. However, the blind man had no
choice but to shout and scream from a far for Jesus to hear them, for he
was at a dead end – living in blindness. Jesus was his last hope. When
he came to Jesus, it may not have been by faith alone, but desperation
to exalt Jesus as the Messiah. He had nothing to lose for he had nothing
in the first place. Jesus nevertheless honored his search and hope for
physical salvation. And, He gave him both physical
and spiritual redemption. Jesus always answers our seeking heart even
though our motives may be self serving. Jesus gives us much more than we
ever ask of Him.
Hypothetically, if the blind man was not blind but
was a Pharisee, would he have sought Jesus, would he in his
desperation called out to Him as their Lord and Savior? unlikely.
Sometimes, we may shout and scream at God why He has created us gay.
However, just as the blind men received sight, through our pains, and
sufferings, as Gay people who are so persecuted and deprived of our
basic rights, and locked up in a dark closet, there is a special
anointing and great spiritual insight for us to understand the Amazing
Grace of God. Being Gay can be a blessing, to see the Light of God, to
see the heart and love of God for all humanity and to begin to love
ourselves. If we had been straight, we would have been no different than
the most Christians, to persecute the weak and the vulnerable in our
self righteousness.
Nicodemus on the other hand, had no reason to seek
Jesus. He had no physical and pressing need. He himself had reached the
pinnacle of his religious faith being a Pharisee and part of the Jewish
ruling council. In Singapore, he would have been a committee member of
the Council of Churches, and a member of Parliament. He came to Jesus at
night, not wanting to be seen with such a controversial figure as not to
undermine his own standing. He had everything to lose to be aligned with
Jesus. Yet, he came to Jesus for he was searching, keenly aware of the
something missing in his own faith beliefs and perplexed by the amazing
miracles that Jesus did to verify His authority which was not humanly
possible. When he came to Jesus, he was very cautious, calling Him a
teacher.
Some churches would say that it was not only
knowing the bible but understanding and acting on it that Nicodemus
required. Surely, he would have heard John the Baptist preaching about
Jesus! However, John the Baptist was a real radical (and not the OT
bible), and if we had just the Old Testament Bible, we would likely be a
self righteous Pharisee. If we had acted in accordance to the law we
probably would have followed the Pharisees and sent Jesus to His death.
Yet, Nicodemus had a very different spirit. He was open to the move of
the Holy Spirit, to the possibility that he himself might have been
wrong about Jesus, and was open minded in examining the evidence. He
could not deny the amazing miracles that Jesus had done. The OT Bible if
sincerely followed only leads to one conclusion, our own lack to follow
the laws, and the need for a Messiah to save us.
Nicodemus was able to penetrate though the walls of
his Jewish religious construction by having the right pair of insightful
eye sight. He could see the deficiencies of his religious dogmas. If
Jesus were not from God, He could not have done all the miracles, he
would have asked! Nicodemus
had a very different attitude from the rest of the Pharisees even though
he was senior and a leader. Such leadership is rare in modern day
Christianity. We seldom hear of major Christian leaders questioning why
we are against gays when sexual orientation is innate, and that the love
between two gay men are no different than between a man and a woman both
capable of deep sacrificial love, care and support to each other.
Instead, just as the Pharisees spread lies about Jesus, we too spread
lies about gays.
Nicodemus was able to step out of his own closet of
religion and begin a conversation with Jesus Christ, and this
conversation was far more profound than the short conversation the blind
man had with Jesus. It was a big risk and a step of faith to visit
Jesus to have a private conversation with Him. The Pharisees had been
hitherto challenging and debating with Jesus in the daylight and He
answered them in parables for they weren’t seeking the truth but to
fault Jesus. Nicodemus sought the truth and wanted a private
conversation rather than a public debate, to learn rather than to
accuse. How many Christian leaders were able to come with the spirit of
humility and learning on the GLBT issue, rather than coming to condemn,
accuse and to crucify using the bible.
Nicodemus’ OT bible theological construction was
challenged during the conversation he had with Jesus. Hitherto,
salvation has been through following the religious laws and worshiping
the true God, much alike all religions. God was seen as a mystery who
had revealed Himself to Moses at Mt Sinai and is coming back to deliver
them from the oppression of the Romans and their pagan gods. The
separation of worshipping the God of Israel, as opposed to engaging in
the worship of other gods which were mostly very sexual in nature led to
the strict enforcement of the law.
(John 3:3 NKJV)
Jesus answered and said to him, "Most assuredly, I say to you,
unless one is born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God."
(John 3:5 NKJV)
Jesus answered, "Most assuredly, I say to you, unless one is born
of water and the Spirit, he cannot enter the kingdom of God.
It is ironical that Nicodemus, the
foremost Pharisee in Israel and the teacher of religious laws to reach
God, was not able to see and experience God even though he was worshipping the God of
Israel (John 3:10). In this man was embodied the Word and Orthodoxy, yet
it did not lead him to “see” God.
Jesus explained to him to need to “born again” by water and the
Spirit:-
a) By water – to repent of our sins, and to die to
our old self by identifying with Christ’s death and sacrifice through
the act of submerging ourselves in water representing His death and
journey down to the gates of hell, and the rising from the water
representing an identification with Christ’s resurrection, the victory
over sin and acceptance by God of His sacrifice for our sins, and total
cleansing to become a new creation in Christ.
Nicodemus would have a hard time understanding for
Jesus had not died yet. When Jesus died and rose again, he finally
understood especially when the body could not be found. He offered to
give Jesus a royal burial.
A counterfeit practice in the Canaanite religion
was the sacrifice of babies to the god Molech. A blood sacrifice for
blessings was required. In Christ, we do not need to sacrifice our love
ones, for Christ paid the penalty for us, and we are required to place
our sins and our lives upon that unblemished lamb to be sacrificed on
our behalf.
b) By the Holy Spirit – to represent and identify
with the Baptism of the Holy Spirit upon Christ Jesus where upon He
started His ministry on earth. We
still cannot “see God” without having a spiritual connection and
surrender to the Spirit of God.
The water baptism is a physical act unto salvation
allowing us to become a new creation to come before the throne room of
God as an unblemished lamb, but seeing God in our lives and allowing God to work
though us unimpeded requires a Spiritual vessel. Our own spirit must be
totally attuned and be a servant to the Spirit of God, to the Holy Spirit.
We are born again by the Holy Spirit, by
surrendering our minds, theological constructs, orthodoxy, and inviting
the Holy Spirit to fill us anew with His mind. It is to break open our spiritual sight
to see God working in a new way. The baptism of the Holy Spirit is a
continuous experience, to become channels of God’s love, grace, and
mercy, to receive power for the ministry and work of God. We are to be
baptized in the Holy Spirit, to submerge ourselves one with the Spirit of
God, so that He can work mightily within us and through us.
The Holy
Spirit is like the wind, because it cannot be forced to do our will,
rather it is us who require to follow its leading when it appears. It cannot be
controlled by men. We cannot demand that the Holy Spirit do our bidding,
rather just like the wind coming and going, the Holy Spirit works
selectively and to His own timing and will. In the upper room, they had
to wait upon to Holy Spirit to filled them with the Baptism of the Holy
Spirit on high. It is not we having the Holy Spirit, but the Holy Spirit
having us.
A
counterfeit practice in the Canaanite religion was having anal sex with
the temple priests. By having sex, the man inserting his semen, into the
priests thus joining his being to be one
with the god. The priests will wear women’s clothing and even castrate
himself so that he become more attractive to the straight men.
Therefore, the baptism of the Holy Spirit involves a deliberate act and
determination to allow the Spirit of God to enter into us. We can’t be
baptize without knowing it, and we cannot be born again by the Holy
Spirit without recognizing it. It is different from the symbolic Baptism by water
for which we have our salvation.
It is dissapointing that the most ardent
anti-gay groups belong to the Charismatic Evangelical churches, the NCC,
City Harvest, COS, FCBC, Cornerstone etc which focused on the Holy
Spirit. They believed in the baptism of the Holy Spirit for which under
the OT is rare, and contrary to following the fixed Word of God - the
letter of the Law. There is no flexibility, no regard to the context or
mitigating circumstances for the laws are absolute. For example, under
an interpretation of the OT Law, they convicted Jesus to death.God
cannot be seen under the law in that the works under the law is fixed
rather than inspired by the Holy Spirit working through us which cannot
be ordered.
When we are led of the Holy Spirit rather than by the letter of the
OT laws, we will begin to see God's creation of the GLBT community as
something wonderful and varied with many colours of rainbow, the colours
of an inclusive Christianity.
(John 19:39 NKJV) And Nicodemus, who at first came to Jesus by
night, also came, bringing a mixture of myrrh and aloes, about a hundred
pounds.
(John 19:40 NKJV) Then they took the body of Jesus, and bound it in
strips of linen with the spices, as the custom of the Jews is to bury.
The concept of Being born again by the Spirit of
God probably all came to an understanding to Nicodemus when he saw the
infilling of the Holy Spirit at the upper room after the death and
resurrection of Jesus Christ. The last we hear of Nicodemus was his
annointing of Jesus with a hundred pounds of myrrh and aloes which was a
royal send off.He knew Jesus was innocent even though his interpretation
OT law may not.
Nicodemus became the only major religious leader who had the
opportunity to annoint Jesus at His death. Perhaps the blind man was
also there, now no longer blind but a follower of Jesus. Both now meet
at Jesus' tomb, perplexed why Jesus had to die. Yet the work of God
through the Holy Spirit never left them, for the blind man was now
healed and Nicodemus even though with sight had seen God in person.
When the Gay community desperate like the blind man to see Jesus,
Jesus will meet us there. When we are desperate for God, our being gay
may be the grace of God to experience and relate to Jesus with such an
insight of His love, grace and mercy that few men could see. God is not
against us, God is not against gays. Today, reach out to Jesus and in
that moment of grace, His hand is outreached to meet you where you are.
Let us shout to Jesus and proclaimed Him as God and Saviour just like
the blind man did and we will see God and the light of His acceptance of
us as a gay people of faith, and His beloved.
When we
who worship and love the Word of God in a consistent and authentic
way, with a heart to seek the truth, then we will be able to move beyond
what our theological construct tells us. The Holy Spirit will meet us
there in private to explain to us great truths that hitherto has been
hidden from us, no longer a mystery, we will see God in person when we
are not so fixed in our beliefs. It is time for the church to be like
Nicodemus, always searching and asking when our beliefs seem to
contradict an obvious truth that our sexual orientation whether gay or
straight is innate.
It is time for the church to come out of blindness
and to see the Light of God to accept God's GLBT children.
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